Emptiness

Have you ever been surrounded by people but somehow still felt so utterly alone? I've been dealing with that a lot lately, but I've found that it's causing me to grow much closer to God, immensely closer in fact.

So, I started listening to Shaun Groves' music. I can't believe I never heard of him sooner---he's amazing and his lyrics are right on. This is my fav song thus far, from his CD "Invitation to Eavesdrop", which hasn't left my CD player for almost a month now.
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Welcome Home, by Shaun Groves:
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Take, me, make me
All You want me to be
That's all I'm asking, all I'm asking

Welcome to this heart of mine
I've buried under prideful vines
Grown to hide the mess I've made
Inside of me
Come decorate, Lord

Open up the creaking door
And walk upon the dusty floor
Scrape away the guilty stains
Until no sin or shame remain

Spread Your love upon the walls
And occupy the empty halls
Until the man I am has faded
No more doors are barricaded

Come inside this heart of mine
It's not my own
Make it home
Come and take this heart and make it
All Your own
Welcome home

Take a seat, pull up a chair
Forgive me for the disrepair
And the souvenirs from floor to ceiling
Gathered on my search for meaning

Every closet's filled with clutter
Messes yet to be discovered
I'm overwhelmed, I understand
I can't make this place all that You can

repeat chorus

I took the space that You placed in me
Redecorated in shades of greed
And I made sure every door stayed locked
Every window blocked, and still You knocked

repeat chorus

Take me, make me
All You want me to be
That's all I'm asking, all I'm asking

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